The Ebb and Flow of Friend Fucking

Now I realize that this is a rather crass title but is there any other real way to describe what I do? Not really.

The ebb and flow is a whole new experience for me when it comes to sex....casual or otherwise. For years...nay DECADES, my sex life was in a ebb...there was no flow....EVER! And since my realization that I am a sexually open, highly exploratory fuck bunny about 3 years ago, the flow has started!

And now, I am not just talking about the select few lovers who have made me gush but rather the seemingly overwhelming response I get to my profile on my favorite Adult dating site. Fortunately, there have been lovers that have known instinctively how I like my nipples tugged and twisted and that have known how to enter my pussy from behind with skill to tease my tight asshole simultaneously.

There is a cycle to finding my lover(s)...the ones that truly impact my world, my life, my psyche in ways that go well beyond a fuck. I am anything but just a fuck...and for this I am proud. When I am in a 'flow cycle' and I have the attention of the sex gods (heehee), I seem to find a partner or a select few that I click with. This is the most intense times for me...I invest my senses into this person....my images of them naked and spread eagle in front of me, of their warm lips on my skin, the feeling of their breath on my drenched pussy...its something I can barely stand. And when we are fortunate to be naked with each other, all I want is to please them from tip to tail...I want to bathe them in orgasms and tease them with pleasures. I want them to feel all my senses alive.

Then there is the ebb. The ebb sucks. The ebb is the misaligned calendars. The ebb is the forced chat over a glass of juice. The ebb is the empty inbox. I hate the ebb. The ebb isn't fun. The ebb is annoying. I sit and wait for the ebb to flow.

BUT without the ebb, I can't truly enjoy the flow...